I decided to develop my own Superpower of Assimilative Evolution, because I became tired of people denigrating me horribly due to my physical traits, this being a reason previously unrevealed to me, regardless of my decades of attempts to “fit/blend in”, all within the boxes so many others had the nerve to place me in. …and then my first ever long-term attempt of “feeling pretty” and confident, after spending nearly 35 years convinced I wasn’t. So if I’m visually “cute” to match the personality I desire in my life regardless of my appearance, since people do allow appearances to influence them more than they admit, my only choice was to evolve my appearance … AND LET MYSELF OUT.
The other important factor of identity is knowing how to appropriately describe YOURSELF. If it finally becomes easy to choose familiar labels, describing things you’ve always known or readily discovered about yourself, your benevolent intentions become profoundly defined once you shed all that is *not you*. Good thing sometimes the trash takes itself out, just such an inconvenience when there’s an intentionally careless mess left behind, to be cleaned up by others.
Assimilative Evolution allows for access to the abilities of “ancestors” as well as people who are alive, because the commonality is Memory and access to it through Empathy, as described in the “alive” analogies in show “Sense8”, and the explanations of people who have passed on or still alive who have been unintentional influences of immeasurable worth.
Moral: You *can’t* act like you know everything when you *don’t*, so don’t ever start … and if you feel you might be this way about anything of any size, mindfully stop *immediately* for *everyone’s* sake. “Fake it until you make it” is *not* a solid nor an all-inclusive mantra. In other words, there’s WAY MORE TO IT than that alone, and perspective matters as much as intention.
Watch this space for more…
…to my daughters, to my self,
and to anyone my discoveries can help.
This was 11 live tracks, and not a single scratch track! And the video is silly too, lol… Sorry about the missed notes…
Only a therapist, with experience in this, stands a chance, and even then, only if I choose to really, really, really let him/her! (That’s because I’d have to face my greatest fear that, not only am I not superior to everyone and thus not entitled to make and break rules as I please, but I’d also have to own — that my own actions, thoughts and beliefs about myself and others — are THE main cause of the suffering in my life … and changing them, THE solution. I could not would not ever want to do this for the sole reason that, from my worldview, only the feeble-minded and weak do such things!)