About Cole PrimeI am a work-in-progress.
Welcome, and thank you for your visit! I am on an endeavor toward solid transgender advocacy. You, and anyone interested in justice, can help — simply if you’re willing to connect me with the resources I need. I’ve been in an extremely dire situation due to coming out of an abusive relationship (who’s gone further and manipulated “the system” against me), and need the “voice” of someone bigger than me, immediately. I wish to help as many others as possible to feel a renewed magick to life previously thought impossible, and I am still struggling to make that happen, through my amazing projects in feminine confidence I have lined up, since I have to fight to save myself and my wonderful biological daughter.
In my life recently, as a sole private citizen who has the stance of “father” in a custody case, even with a mountain of evidence, I’ve seen months of proof of getting nowhere without someone *else* sticking up for me directly. The oldest stepdaughter has Asperger’s, and is newly suicidal again due to harmful influence, truant, &c. My youngest (and only biological) adamantly doesn’t want to live with her mother, who’s insisting on putting her in personal “child care” options whenever visitation arises. Both stepdaughters were intentionally alienated against me to further the mother’s motives.
I have a year’s worth of evidence I had to collect and begin journaling regarding the abuse and crimes done to me and our daughters (two instances of aggravated kidnapping, felonious false allegations of abuse rebutted thoroughly with my evidence, fraudulent requests for welfare resources, long-term emotional and sporadic physical abuse) that I was gradually awakening from, and I need to hand it over to someone who will look at it. Harnessing my emotions more recently, those I previously felt guilted into suppressing in some way or another daily, allowed me some profoundly fantastic advancements in my life that I’m ready to teach others as soon as possible, to spread my “shortcuts” to confidence and feminine empowerment, in majority through music training and reaffirming self-worth.
I intend to begin to establish precedents against this type of abuse of the system.
I am not a victim. I am a survivor, and I plan to empower others out of similar situations, with many worlds-changing projects. I must get to the point soon, and out of “survival mode”, in which I am no longer serving as multiple conduits for the functionality of my software I’m destined to create, and instead building it and many other grand things for the good of all.
Bullies don’t have solutions for anything, and all they see is differences they’re unwilling to understand, which cause them to retaliate in fear and false confidence. Someone has to stick up for our future’s survivors, and if we can do it, and we CAN, it may as well be WE.
Once you know, you know and can do something with it.
But you don’t know what you don’t know
…until you either find it yourself
…or someone shows it to you and you pick it up.
…to my daughters, to my self,
and to anyone my discoveries can help.
This was 11 live tracks, and not a single scratch track! And the video is silly too, lol… Sorry about the missed notes…
Only a therapist, with experience in this, stands a chance, and even then, only if I choose to really, really, really let him/her! (That’s because I’d have to face my greatest fear that, not only am I not superior to everyone and thus not entitled to make and break rules as I please, but I’d also have to own — that my own actions, thoughts and beliefs about myself and others — are THE main cause of the suffering in my life … and changing them, THE solution. I could not would not ever want to do this for the sole reason that, from my worldview, only the feeble-minded and weak do such things!)